Tuesday, May 30
`*~Tortured~*`
*I'm either crazy, not right in the head, sucidal, sadistic or obsessed. And none of the five options sounds nice. I think I'll pick 'sadistic'. Don't ask 'why'. If you're reading this entry, do not finish with typing 'Why?' 'WHY' 'why?' 'W.h.y?' or any other variations in my tagboard. This is strictly a
ranting-session.
*I keep telling myself over and over again: Drop them. Stop talking/looking/finding any of them. It doesn't help. Oh yes, I thought I was cured. I haven't visited their pages for ages. But old feelings die hard. They die terribly hard. I've only succeeded with one. I stop talking and looking at the person. That's called 'ignoring', I believe. Then I changed my blog a few times. And the passwords. I keep a wide berth from the person's territory. Anyone from there, I keep away. Far, far away. I keep off her/his blog. It works. I'm guessing that the person hates me, probably not knowing the reason, now. Great. But the other one... Well, either I'm weak or too obsessed. I've restrained myself from looking for the other one. I even try to stop talking. It's impossible. Once he/she talks to me, I immediately answer. I think 'If you don't reply, you'll regret it.' Wrong. I will regret it. I'm keeping off , avoiding eye contact. It still doesn't work. I'm beginning to see myself forever tagging after the person, watching own, getting my heart shattered everytime he/she finds someone else, killing myself in the end. Haiz. *I went with Wan-li and Chuo-li and their maid to ECP this morning, at 6.50am. We didn't catch the actual sunrise, but we did catch the sun. Yups. Blazing ball of gold. It wasn't as pretty as when it was cloud-covered and still rising. Nevermind. I'm going to work on my parents allowing me to go at 6am.
Bunnisteffi
On-going Projects and Achievements
*Read Twilight for more than 10 times
Done. Aiming for 13 times before arriving USA
*Poem: The Eyes of the Lion
Inspired by Twilight, Isabella Swan and Edward Cullen
To view it, please visit
The Eyes of the Lion
I've re-named it to 'The Eyes of the Lion', not '...Mountain Lion'
I'm written quite a few more. Please look.
*Poems
Throughout the rest of my life
I'll be posting whatever I feel like posting, here.
*日出viewing
Throughout the holidays
Anyone interested in going with me? Hahas
